Happy New!
... and so I shall meet one of my intentions: to write more often here.
Yes. Most of all daily. Even if just to "Private" is.
My fingers are still quite numb, and typing is cumbersome.
was actually planned to spend the New Year cozy with friends. With lead pouring, Monopoly and all the trimmings. But it was nothing short notice - canceled due to family reasons - that was rescheduled. Stefanie and I have long pondered back and forth. Disco? Parents? Bar? City? Home? Bed?
the end it is the city has become. More specifically, the Kennedy Bridge. The view was very cool. The temperature is still cool.
So quickly does the mandatory program, and immediately broken. (Which will make many others, this night also, albeit in a different interpretation of the word)
We have certainly triggered me mineral water. Yey.
And sparklers we had. So there. In power we have the rattling in the cold, but then not. Around us, the offer was finally big enough.
Sun's all I'm first to say.
you tomorrow then!
Friday, December 31, 2010
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Is Chlamydia More Common Than Hiv?
Pepi Miller
Dear Myself,
Dear Myself,
These are the first pages of Pepi Miller's notebook .
She was the mother of my grandfather and according to my grandma she has written poems in there.
times now I've uploaded the first pages. Maybe Kira or anyone else reading this really, I would upload more.
Love, Me
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Room De Pokemon Frigo Returns
Merry Christmas
Hohoho,
unfortunately bad news. According to internal reports of the Bundeswehr Christmas falls well into the water (for ever ...). flew When Santa and his sleigh on Afghanistan, the Americans for an enemy attack and held him unceremoniously swept from the sky.
But one is so flexible. Then we stop celebrating New Year's Eve. Is always much better, because no one actually took a perfect excuse to drink that one or other Gla s.
Nevertheless, I wish you a happy yet Christmas and a Happy New Year.
PS: According to reliable sources found your gift in the carriage wreck. Have unfortunately takes a while but wait until my comrades übergeschifft it to Germany. [...]
I found the map so sweet and really original. Afterwards to thank you, Cabal.
all friends and those who want to be there or are just landed here just curiosity, I wish you a merry Christmas.
Love, Me
Dear Myself,
all year ... or something like that.
Yesterday's Boxing Day left a slightly bitter aftertaste.
first, everything went more or less normal. I did not work and therefore have arranged with Stephen in the North West Centre so that we can share our gifts and just have breakfast at McDonald's could. It then went home.
This made it the first and actually only bitter aftertaste. During the trip I somehow thought: exactly seven days, you sat in the bus after Grandpa died.
But the feeling has been put back, when I was at home. It was only funny because it really was a week ago. When I came home
, I'd be ready and post. At this point, thanks to Kira and Keigo: 3
Thanks for the Christmas post.
Today was then the Christmas dinner at my grandmother. Since we did not want it a lot of work, and everything we ate Raqulette brought out the potatoes. The atmosphere was not as depressed as we had thought. My grandmother was after all a long time to put up with the death of my grandfather's collapse or drift apart. He had always said in between times, he no longer wanted to live, because no life would be more.
the contrary. It has rather complain that all knew in their neighborhood already by his death and would tear up the foot, because it is not every day black bear. Since there is almost only old people or the elderly live, that's just for the common for a widow to wear rind. Grandma said she makes more, until the funeral is over and then goes back to their normal things. If they would take the rest of her life now black, they would be even more depressed.
me, the old books and papers given by my grandpa or from his mother. Including his Komunionsbüchlein, their singing and psalm book and a notebook by my great grandmother had, in which she had written poems.
On occasion I will digitize the times and not only scan, but also type out. If i find someone who can decipher the old German handwriting.
just as we got home was back in the mailbox post. Thanks to Cabal. His map was so incredibly sweet and imaginative, that I have now typed too, so that everyone who reads my LJ, you can also enjoy it:
all year ... or something like that.
Yesterday's Boxing Day left a slightly bitter aftertaste.
first, everything went more or less normal. I did not work and therefore have arranged with Stephen in the North West Centre so that we can share our gifts and just have breakfast at McDonald's could. It then went home.
This made it the first and actually only bitter aftertaste. During the trip I somehow thought: exactly seven days, you sat in the bus after Grandpa died.
But the feeling has been put back, when I was at home. It was only funny because it really was a week ago. When I came home
, I'd be ready and post. At this point, thanks to Kira and Keigo: 3
Thanks for the Christmas post.
Today was then the Christmas dinner at my grandmother. Since we did not want it a lot of work, and everything we ate Raqulette brought out the potatoes. The atmosphere was not as depressed as we had thought. My grandmother was after all a long time to put up with the death of my grandfather's collapse or drift apart. He had always said in between times, he no longer wanted to live, because no life would be more.
the contrary. It has rather complain that all knew in their neighborhood already by his death and would tear up the foot, because it is not every day black bear. Since there is almost only old people or the elderly live, that's just for the common for a widow to wear rind. Grandma said she makes more, until the funeral is over and then goes back to their normal things. If they would take the rest of her life now black, they would be even more depressed.
me, the old books and papers given by my grandpa or from his mother. Including his Komunionsbüchlein, their singing and psalm book and a notebook by my great grandmother had, in which she had written poems.
On occasion I will digitize the times and not only scan, but also type out. If i find someone who can decipher the old German handwriting.
just as we got home was back in the mailbox post. Thanks to Cabal. His map was so incredibly sweet and imaginative, that I have now typed too, so that everyone who reads my LJ, you can also enjoy it:
Hohoho,
unfortunately bad news. According to internal reports of the Bundeswehr Christmas falls well into the water (for ever ...). flew When Santa and his sleigh on Afghanistan, the Americans for an enemy attack and held him unceremoniously swept from the sky.
But one is so flexible. Then we stop celebrating New Year's Eve. Is always much better, because no one actually took a perfect excuse to drink that one or other Gla s.
Nevertheless, I wish you a happy yet Christmas and a Happy New Year.
PS: According to reliable sources found your gift in the carriage wreck. Have unfortunately takes a while but wait until my comrades übergeschifft it to Germany. [...]
I found the map so sweet and really original. Afterwards to thank you, Cabal.
all friends and those who want to be there or are just landed here just curiosity, I wish you a merry Christmas.
Love, Me
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Preparation H On Your Waist
empty drawers
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Tuesday, December 21, 2010
What Curtains Match Dark Green Carpet
I love you
Dear Myself,
finally I'm ready to make it known and no longer have to cry every time.
Last Friday (12/17/2010) is my grandpa died.
We knew for some time that it gradually came to an end with him. Since he fell in the summer and his only, residual knee was injured, he has broken down. The rehab he has not really taken seriously, and also because the hospital was not uninvolved. The fact it has actually kept only between the left and the rehabilitation nursing home. Where it was really nice also.
When he was allowed back home but it was worse again. He drove my grandma to the edge of a nervous breakdown, so they had to finally see that his head did not work properly any more, although it has the happy times ignored. But everything has its limits and possibilities of my grandma too. So he had to
in a nursing home. But very close to the apartment, my grandmother. So that she could visit him on foot. That was on 1 November.
Two weeks ago, he then had his second stroke and was hospitalized in intensive care. By the stroke he had virtually a total failure. He could no longer speak, he understood us and he probably has not even us longer detected, but we will never know.
The doctor explains the failure of his speech center so that my grandfather probably must occur as if he were in a foreign country and does not understand the language.
But even if the doctor said that he probably no longer recognizes us, I do believe that he still has. Somehow I have to believe it.
After doctors could not go on, he returned to his home, where we had then visited him on Sunday. He pressed my hand, tried to say something and cried to go as we wanted. So I do believe that he still recognized us, even if it us could not understand.
But at least he knew we were loved ones at his side.
Thursday it has my mom talked to my grandma, because the home had called her. They have been warned that they would use the blood sugar (my grandpa had diabetes) with insulin did not even get a grip and how to proceed. Although it would have to send to the hospital but really wanted my grandfather because not even get him back and force in life would have been cruel, and no real life anymore.
We have all decided to leave him rather in the home so that he could go there in peace and not connected to tens of devices. Call
That my uncle on Friday but would have the risk that it probably really slowly came to an end, so we had not really expected. My mom has started an all-call, woke me up and we're back. And I at the point my neighbor H.-K. Blender man wants to thank. If we had to wait for the taxi would not come in time to say goodbye to.
Arrived sat my uncle and my brother Mark Oli already there, who had come from work. My grandmother and my father were still in transit.
Oli told us yet that we did not have must come, because this state in which my grandfather was, had for days can go like this. But fortunately we were there. Actually, we only
sat at his side and have seen him. He also was not awake, but slept. About 15 to 20 minutes after mom and I arrived at the home, he has breathed the last time. So we were really there when he died.
It's different somehow when you stand in front of a room and said get that the person has died as inside, but to really be there. Mark and Oli has offered me many times that we should go out quietly, when we feel uncomfortable, but I wanted my grandfather the last piece to accompany any yet and I wanted to be some way for my grandma there. For the first came when he was already dead.
As we had noticed that breathing has stopped completely, Oli has felt the pulse and one more thing to wait until he has informed the staff. He wanted to make sure that nobody tries to revive a bit. After all, this was not desirable.
Both Grandma and Papa came first, when all was over. What I did for both kind of incredible suffering. The
from home we have then sent out again in short, my grandfather moved and prepared him to make a small funeral service in advance to hold.
Since that first time was that I had to see someone die, I cried the whole time. But I also think that this is normal. Meanwhile, the well stopped again and I am doing relatively well.
What I have to thank above all peoples. Among other things, cause he helped me two years ago to prepare myself for the departure of a loved one and this inner preparation has also helped me incredibly. So instead of something to tell them that everything will be fine, I just told him only the most important. Namely, that I love him.
And I like to say it again: I love you
, Loving grandfather.
Love, Me
Dear Myself,
finally I'm ready to make it known and no longer have to cry every time.
Last Friday (12/17/2010) is my grandpa died.
We knew for some time that it gradually came to an end with him. Since he fell in the summer and his only, residual knee was injured, he has broken down. The rehab he has not really taken seriously, and also because the hospital was not uninvolved. The fact it has actually kept only between the left and the rehabilitation nursing home. Where it was really nice also.
When he was allowed back home but it was worse again. He drove my grandma to the edge of a nervous breakdown, so they had to finally see that his head did not work properly any more, although it has the happy times ignored. But everything has its limits and possibilities of my grandma too. So he had to
in a nursing home. But very close to the apartment, my grandmother. So that she could visit him on foot. That was on 1 November.
Two weeks ago, he then had his second stroke and was hospitalized in intensive care. By the stroke he had virtually a total failure. He could no longer speak, he understood us and he probably has not even us longer detected, but we will never know.
The doctor explains the failure of his speech center so that my grandfather probably must occur as if he were in a foreign country and does not understand the language.
But even if the doctor said that he probably no longer recognizes us, I do believe that he still has. Somehow I have to believe it.
After doctors could not go on, he returned to his home, where we had then visited him on Sunday. He pressed my hand, tried to say something and cried to go as we wanted. So I do believe that he still recognized us, even if it us could not understand.
But at least he knew we were loved ones at his side.
Thursday it has my mom talked to my grandma, because the home had called her. They have been warned that they would use the blood sugar (my grandpa had diabetes) with insulin did not even get a grip and how to proceed. Although it would have to send to the hospital but really wanted my grandfather because not even get him back and force in life would have been cruel, and no real life anymore.
We have all decided to leave him rather in the home so that he could go there in peace and not connected to tens of devices. Call
That my uncle on Friday but would have the risk that it probably really slowly came to an end, so we had not really expected. My mom has started an all-call, woke me up and we're back. And I at the point my neighbor H.-K. Blender man wants to thank. If we had to wait for the taxi would not come in time to say goodbye to.
Arrived sat my uncle and my brother Mark Oli already there, who had come from work. My grandmother and my father were still in transit.
Oli told us yet that we did not have must come, because this state in which my grandfather was, had for days can go like this. But fortunately we were there. Actually, we only
sat at his side and have seen him. He also was not awake, but slept. About 15 to 20 minutes after mom and I arrived at the home, he has breathed the last time. So we were really there when he died.
It's different somehow when you stand in front of a room and said get that the person has died as inside, but to really be there. Mark and Oli has offered me many times that we should go out quietly, when we feel uncomfortable, but I wanted my grandfather the last piece to accompany any yet and I wanted to be some way for my grandma there. For the first came when he was already dead.
As we had noticed that breathing has stopped completely, Oli has felt the pulse and one more thing to wait until he has informed the staff. He wanted to make sure that nobody tries to revive a bit. After all, this was not desirable.
Both Grandma and Papa came first, when all was over. What I did for both kind of incredible suffering. The
from home we have then sent out again in short, my grandfather moved and prepared him to make a small funeral service in advance to hold.
Since that first time was that I had to see someone die, I cried the whole time. But I also think that this is normal. Meanwhile, the well stopped again and I am doing relatively well.
What I have to thank above all peoples. Among other things, cause he helped me two years ago to prepare myself for the departure of a loved one and this inner preparation has also helped me incredibly. So instead of something to tell them that everything will be fine, I just told him only the most important. Namely, that I love him.
And I like to say it again: I love you
, Loving grandfather.
Love, Me
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Fixing Black Tattoo With White Ink
chain Monument
chain Monument \u0026lt;/ p>
Originally published at Blood, Glory & Steel . Please leave any comments there.
chain Monument \u0026lt;/ p>
It is the gentle rain from heaven
the clouds can not view
on the star if only for today so far
endlessly on the next morning, warm light
The drumming, almost a noise
the water flows to cold Stone
verwäscht the traces of that yesterday
and let the day be past
The arms crossed over his chest
rock the chains in the wind whispers
the statue in his words
like they are oblivious
By the time she wants tell
in which they breathed so deeply
of a time before the soul
in dense fog
asleep once she stood upright with pride
some view has drawn to itself
but today is its place
weathered since no one in these thinks
The trees to be dried away from there, every black
scare the ways they reintroduced from
we find no such place
Now I stand here and watch them on
from my shoulders the burden differs
because I remember him,
the place you've forgotten.
A Welcome Letter/ Catholic Church
Welcome to the perfect ten ..
Originally published at Blood, Glory & Steel . Please leave any comments there.
.. or even better, 10.10. Posted on 10.10.10. And only 11 is louder than 10, if you can here just drop the Spinal-Tap-allusion. After several attempts at screwing up and down I'm now finally managed to clean out not just my data, but also time to take a decent computer update. The first start trouble began with the nvidia-current, the higher Graka driver, which is marked with [Recommended], but I can definitely recommend not . It took me a while to figure out why that was - at first I thought my copy pasta I had the blows wild desktop.config when I played my old folder to the new / home /, but I was wrong.
So I'm at 173er (I think) version of the driver remained - sure, old - but it works at least as I expect it from him and because I travel all the frills and bells and whistles usually on the Effects to have a minimum (and for running in the background has no GL) must in my opinion, not really anything lower edge of her upper lip. Is not like that I utilize my box with my everyday work.
The next interesting piece was to install the Amazon MP3 Downloader. After the at Liz on the box a few times went wrong (I had not yet provided works to the solution and on Alien and. Rpm had tried and not strapped that the old libs were simply not there, did I "here sometimes done right the first time:
Step 1: In the console the shoot here
mkdir amazonmp3 & & & & cd amazonmp3 wget http://de.archive.ubuntu.com/ubuntu/pool/universe/b/boost/libboost-filesystem1.34.1_1.34.1-16ubuntu1_i386.deb http://de.archive.ubuntu.com/ubuntu/pool/universe/b/boost/libboost-regex1.34.1_1.34.1-16ubuntu1_i386.deb http://de.archive.ubuntu.com/ubuntu/pool/main/i/icu/libicu40_4.0.1-2ubuntu2_i386.deb http://de.archive.ubuntu.com/ubuntu/pool/universe/b/boost/libboost-thread1.34.1_1.34.1-16ubuntu1_i386.deb http://de.archive.ubuntu.com/ubuntu/pool/universe/b/boost/libboost-iostreams1.34.1_1.34.1-16ubuntu1_i386.deb http://de.archive.ubuntu.com/ubuntu/pool/universe/b/boost/libboost-signals1.34.1_1.34.1-16ubuntu1_i386.deb http://de.archive.ubuntu.com/ubuntu/pool/universe/b/boost/libboost-date-time1.34.1_1.34.1-16ubuntu1_i386.deb & & Sudo dpkg-i *. deb & & sudo apt-get install libglademm-2.4-1c2a & & & & rm * cd .. & & Rmdir amazonmp3
Step 2: Click click click
Download the program here install.
there is to do there. Habs just tested and I once Lights Out by Rick Astley risen in order to test sound and cozy evening (yes, I am just rick roll yourself ^ ^). Actually, I do not like 3rd-party software, but since Amazon from the DRM-Ross came down is, I have to say is this is not the worst of all options, especially stuff that one would otherwise be difficult or even not at all unlike gets. I will now further examine the system through its paces at the moment looks quite useful - as might be expected - but the one or other conversion is rather obvious. After all, Plasma is
now smoother than ever before, although I must say that I am also of the whole small apps on, is a good piece of the overall system stability ago. If the version announced, however, and as a netbook variant in question is or even laptop is suitable to call remains to be seen. This was the forerunner of the predicate 10.04 LTS, in my view had not deserved, especially since the fine tuning for crates with modern chipsets was really an abomination.
Hail to the Kingdom of Steel!
Brother Arnoc
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Lexington Victorian Sampler Furniture
youth media and government contracts ..
Originally published at Blood, Glory & Steel . Please leave any comments there.
.. sometimes wear things that are strange and dangerous fruit. In Berlin, just the JMStV just before the blessing and apparently has the political generation of the Internet Printing and Web-to-Disk-Speicher decided a legal nightmare for all operators of wave through. The problem is not the desired supposedly voluntary labeling of the sites in Germany by Germans (done) for (also) German audiences, no - the problem is that in the context of the Telemedia Act interwoven contact address of as blog owner has created a money printing machine for Abmahnanwälte, of its own.
Any blogger who therefore has a problem that hundreds every month, some blood suckers hard earned Euronen throw into the jaws have to be so hundreds of hard earned Euronen in the throat cast of the institutions which it then a letter of indulgence for "Ages 16 & # 8243, or "18" exhibit or "down 12" edibility. Alternatively, you can run its pages only from 22 bis 06 clock, which is indeed my daily routine but in the global Internet of complete and cheese is no whit better than the offer right at the very limit. All this has led to numerous blogs have announced cease to protest without archive its offer until further . I think this approach is wrong because they do not take the right (the politicians of the CDSU and the SPDS can be quite Wupper, whether Karl-Hartmut closes his aquarium blog or not) and has a neat touch of self-censorship. Not with me. There are a number of ways with which you probably refer to the laws drumrum comes - it is said by some sources as long as no ads running, and thus revenue is generated, it is a private offer and does not fall under the JMStV debacle. This is so far unconfirmed but, for my specialist. Hosting alone is not actually abroad. Theoretically, one could host abroad and preach to the intro page or in the imprint that you hold as an anonymous German-speaking Canadians an offer of fictitious persons in Germany and fictitious reports about her fictional life as an art form of the zeitgeist of the information world. Whether this is enough, of course, or anyone still trying by a provider in the country or to a research ship to the leg is, of course in question.
fact is, I will have to protect my offer accordingly if the law is passed. Whether that now has the result that I'm creating myself soon in my database and just all the posts back to set a few decades, they are therefore officially released before the law enters into force or whether to install the WP-JMStV plugin , when the time comes, change trains in English and / or me to target groups abroad calling - I do not know. All of it is ridiculous. Damn, even ridiculous, but I personally do not intend Abmahnanwälten what to throw in the throat, even set my offer.
What I do not understand is why these idiots do something on their chairs and wide without great power idea - have not yet understood? The Internet is for SR matrix become, bit by bit, and that's not really reside. Why. The only reason is obviously the fear of decentralization and the consequent loss of power at each node of compounds, around the times is to outline technical. Still less could I understand how the opposition to join this shit. Apparently they are made of "parliamentary constraints" pulled - the executioner who knows what is the price because who has bought, but apparently allows the fan base not like it readily.
It will be exciting what comes out at the end. The way I judge, the whole dragged either to Karlsruhe, where it sunk or something at last but the responsible people gather for a crap just because they mortise. The latter is unlikely because for them, "the Internet" is something like "a collection of video cassettes," or a "digital library" - no more and no less. If in doubt is the thing fail in practice when people send their letter warning lawyer in masses to the government with the comment and ignore it otherwise, "Where are the official guidelines for everyone?" - a non-dangerous game but better than its offer to take offline.
Hail to the Kingdom of Steel!
Brother Arnoc
PS: I will order my way in the foreseeable future Wikileaks shirt with it, which cost 15 and go 5 to the Foundation, it can continue with their uncovering of corruption, war crimes and co. Anyone who would like to join me is like an email or IM To send SMS or modest just say so, I care about me the collection folder.
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