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A year has passed since I was here in the West End Hospital. How everything is unchanged: the typical smell of cleaning products in the aisles, my small room, even Professor Müller. Just as grouchy as ever. It was a year that I have not much noticed. After my breakdown I was trapped in another world. In a world with no day without night. Without joy, without worry. A world without dreams.
At some point me somewhere else then moved out. I did not realize it at all. The Doctors I have actually given up long ago. But pitched one day, a few weeks ago, I suddenly his eyes. Carina and Robert sat on my bed just by chance. They were crying for joy. Carina told me later that I should have asked first, what is happening out there with my friends at the lake. I was pretty confused.
I am still very weak, sitting in a wheelchair and the doctors allow me to nothing. I was even happier that they are now a little more accepted have. Carina has a friend from Hamburg to visit. He is a doctor. We have been together for a ride. Yesterday it snowed here the first time. I love it when the world looks like in the snow globe of Jonas. In particular, the trees have done to me. You just look beautiful with their white branches.
I photos did with my new phone. Carina has brought me. I've got birthday soon and she said that this time they wanted to give what I prefer practical. Now she can always reach me. I just sit here in my room at the time. It is not proven and I'm back on my laptop Carinas legs lie. If the doctors knew. Have they banned me, that is. But the opportunity I could simply not be missed.
