Have me now calmed down after the bad news of yesterday. Okay, to Professor Müller I'm still pretty angry. I can not stand it when people are not honest to me. Wanted to make it today during rounds so to speak, but it is only a representative come.
Last night I could not sleep long. I have pondered a lot and I rolled around in my bed. Suddenly I realized something. I now know why is my fear. The fear was to come here ever again get out the truth in fear of going to have to continue. Forever. As it has become clear to me, I immediately felt better.
I am glad that I said Carina, as it is really about me. Is of course hard, but at least now I know exactly where I stand. I've made in any case, hang not let me. I want to make Carina's not even more grief. Not that she's crying again. I do not think Carina is unhappy because of me.
inaccessible is to somehow know that I just happened like that. I have so much of life yet not realize. I was never gone away, at least not really. Most of it I know from books. My lexicon I will also create and Jonas is not quite win our bet well. Hopefully I do where I go, not the letters L to Z, I'm only at K.
Last night I also thought about what I have read the "Karma". Karma was recently even my word of the day. The idea of reincarnation as occurs in Buddhism, I really like, I must say. The weaker I feel, the better I find them. Somehow the thought gives me courage.
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